Negative

I've been avoiding you, my dear blog, for a while. I feel like I'm being completely negative lately...or that a lot of negative has been happening, so I don't want to sound like a whiny child.  Those kind of people bother me, and I don't want to be one.  But I can't help but feel like I'm sinking lately.  Sure, there has been positive in the last month.  Sure, there have been laughs, good times, memories...  But when I go to write about anything, post a status, write a blog, write an email to a friend...I find myself just complaining about stuff.  I'm trying to catch myself with this.  To think about 3 positives for every negative, to put myself into a better frame of mind.  I'm trying...  Sigh...